Many years ago, once I came to the conclusion that the Christian version or any of the other hundreds of different religion's idea of "GOD" was not my belief I began to sit back and try and figure out Who I was, Why I'm here...and my belief of Who/What I thought "GOD" is...or if I even believed at all there was the well known fictional character sitting high in the clouds holding all the cards and pulling all the strings.
These age old questions will probably always be there lurking in the back of all of our minds - even those that claim they know the way, the truth and the light are scared enough of death that you know even they must have doubts of what lies beyond this realm..if anything.
Over the past several years I have been on what I would refer to as an internal spiritual journey...a search for me, if you will. I have spent many hours reading a wide selection of books on the subjects of atheism, metaphysics, spirituality, and the origin of religion. I also have familiarized myself with an array of different House's of God.
In the end I have figured out that I never had to search very far. I came to the conclusion that what we all are searching for on the outside and beyond is actually very close to us....so close that it obscures our vision.
UPDATE: Ohhhhh...this was an interesting one. Even though this was drafted a few years ago, my thought process on my idea of God is still the same. Not that anybody cares, I'm pretty sure, but here it is anyway.
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Funny, you and I are on the same wavelength. I've been researching NDEs which always leads back to the question; who, what, and why are we??
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